The boringness ... changes  the dynamic of all. And then it is worst ... and worst ...  by the well know romanian essayist Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

The boringness ... changes  the dynamic of all. And then it is worst ... and worst ...  by the well know romanian essayist Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

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When i was a child i was suffering of boringness ... and it was horrible.

I hated it.

I lived into a small town and i've felt imprisoned in there.

Whatever i was trying ... i've felt that i am still a prisoner of that small world.

Unfortunately ... nothing changed.

Lots of years in the row ... from the early age of 5 .... the sensation of boringness tortured me.

Later ... when i started the high school .... going to the city ... somehow i've started to forget about my irritation of being bored.

Things ... little bit improved.

The energy of the city ... helped me a lot.

Unfortunately ... I didn't realised that it was all related to the chaos.

But ... i've loved it.

 

 

I was actually in love of the chaos.

Since then ... i didn't had time to be bored.

I even forgot about ... boringness.

Today ... i am a little bit calmer ... and changed.

I ... somehow ... started to forget about boringness ... or chaos.

I just chase for ... beautiful vibrations.

I remember that boringness made me do lots, lots of stupid things ... but later on being anchored in chaos ... i had been totally ruined my inner energies ... losing myself.

So .... I went from one extreme to the other but ... truth be told ... i've just wasted my existence.

Running away of the craziness induced by the boringness ... i ended up consuming all my energy interacting with the chaos.

And ... i was so, so stupid that i've loved it.

All ... was the same ... everyday.

The opposite ... of the energies from my childhood.

But ... after 25 years of living a chaotic life ... i had understood that both ... the energies of boringness and the chaos .... somehow ruined my soul .... making me lose the connection with the inner self.

 

So ... i've tried and actually experienced in continuous form those both scenarios ... but i could only conclude that it was all ... a pathless path.

Today ... i laugh of myself.

I laugh ... cause I understand how stupid i was ... accepting to do the same silly things ... repetitively.

... instead of being focused into the energy of now.

 

And ... actually... enjoy life.

... however it was.

Yes ... I've always chased for something else ... ignoring that all i have to chase is to connect to beautiful energies.

But ... i was not clearly understanding life.

... its rules ... and the fact that the script of my life was written by a superior being and that it all had a clear purpose.

To learn to connect to ... the life itself with its large spectrum of energies.

And ... enjoy it.

See the beauty in all happened ... and enjoy the now ... whatever that now was.

 

Of course .... like many others ... i was blinded by my own perceptions.

... hating my life.

In fact ... my whole existence.

 

So ... all continued .... into the same way it always happened ... driving me crazy.

And ... damn it ... it was all so, so simple ... cause all i had to do was to analyse ... feel and understand the energies which surrounded me ... and simple connect and remain connected to the positive elements from the now.

 

But ... of course ... i was too idiot for that.

... cause truth be told ... i was not really understanding anything related to life.

 

 

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